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Bloodstone
By
Nate Kenyon
Prologue
On
a cloudless night in April an ancient gray Volkswagen drifted
through the outskirts of a town called Holy Hill, South
Carolina, before pulling into the Sleepy Inn parking lot.
The two people inside the car had seen many such towns over
the past few days, and many such motels. They parked near
the manager's office.
"I'll
just get us a room," the man said to the woman driving.
She was pretty and thin but too pale. "Remember,"
he said, "I'll be able to see you from the window.
Don't try anything stupid. I don't want to cuff you again."
The
woman nodded. She knew enough about that. Last time the
handcuffs were too tight and had cut cruelly into her flesh.
She rubbed her wrist absently, touching the dark-blue bruises
that marked their passage.
The
man opened the passenger door and got out, flakes of rust
fluttering to the ground, then reached back in and pulled
the keys from the ignition. Then he closed the door with
a thunk and walked quickly to the office.
He
was such a tall man, almost as thin as me, the woman thought.
She could see his head and shoulders through the grime-smeared
window, and she could see the top half of another man's
head. He had thick, white hair and looked like someone's
grandfather.
She
started to shiver uncontrollably. Help me, she pleaded silently
to the old man. Oh please, help . . .
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* * * *
".
. . a room for me and my wife," the man was saying.
He stood at the counter facing the manager of the motel.
The manager had a deeply lined country face and his hands
were large and chapped, and he cupped them together on the
counter like two lifeless birds.
"Just
the one night?"
"We'll
be leaving early."
"We
got single rooms with twin beds. You can push 'em together
if you want."
"That's
fine," the man said. He stole a quick glance out the
window. "Twin beds are just fine."
The
manager reached for a key from the rack behind his head
and then opened the dog-eared register on the counter. A
brand-new computer monitor and keyboard sat nearby gathering
dust. "Sign in here. Out by ten tomorrow or you'll
be paying for another night whether you stay or not. There's
a breakfast place down the road where you can get a cup
of joe. Opens up early."
The
man took up a pen, hesitated just a moment and signed, Mr.
and Mrs. Claude Barnes.
"Okay,
Mr. Barnes," the manager said. "Room twenty-three,
just two doors down-"
"Do
you have anything toward the end of the motel?" the
man interrupted. Then, seeing the look on the manager's
face, he continued, "my wife is a light sleeper. If
there's anything farther away from the road . . ."
The
manager nodded. "Sure. I'll put you in room four."
He took another key down from the rack.
The
man took the key and left the office, his palms sweaty and
his blood thumping. He could see as he stepped back into
the parking lot that the woman hadn't moved from the driver's
seat. He slid a hand in his coat pocket and fingered the
handcuffs, feeling their weight, their substance. The metal
was cool and slippery. He couldn't possibly watch the woman
all the time. He would have to begin to trust her eventually.
He was tired, so very tired. They had been on the road for
two days straight, driving through the night.
He
walked around the car and opened the driver's side door.
The woman looked up at him like a dog that had been kicked.
It made him sick to see her looking at him like that. "Get
out," he said roughly, and stepped back. She stood
up and he couldn't help noticing her flinch as he reached
out to close the door. He knew he would have to cuff her
later, and it made him angry. He didn't like getting angry
but couldn't seem to help it. He'd never been good with
women, had never been able to understand them. She was scared
and there was nothing he could do to change that now.
A
cold wind had come up, the kind that brings tears. It ruffled
their hair and tore at their clothes as they walked quickly
across the mostly empty parking lot, and brought a smell
of leaves and cold mud, dead things lying in watery ground.
The
man fumbled the key into the door lock and turned it. The
motel room was dark and hot. He felt around on the wall
until he found the light switch, and then he closed the
door quickly behind them. The room looked like it had last
been remodeled sometime in the 1960s; water-stained wallpaper,
lamps with pale green shades, landscape prints in chipped
frames and faded pastel colors. He smelled pine-scented
cleaner and stale sweat, a room that cried out to be opened
up to the wind and stripped to the bare boards.
He
sat down heavily on the nearest bed, feeling it sag under
him. The springs poked at him like little bony fingers.
He wanted a hot shower but didn't dare take one yet.
She
was staring at the twin beds. "Will you handcuff me
again tonight?"
"Damn
it," he said softly, the fight slipping away from him
at once. "Don't talk to me about that. Not now."
The
woman had turned her eyes on him. "I won't run. I promise."
"Yes
you will," he said. "I would."
"I
didn't run away just now. I saw you in there through the
window. I could have gotten away any time. I could have
screamed for help. That man would have helped me. He looked
like a nice guy."
"I
would have had to kill him," he said quietly. "Do
you want that?"
"You
couldn't kill him!" she said, her voice rising in pitch.
"You don't have the guts. Fucking coward."
The
man looked at her for a moment and shook his head. "I'm
sorry. Really I am. But you've got to understand-"
"I
don't understand anything!" the woman shouted suddenly,
forcefully, the words torn from her throat. Her hands had
curled into fists; tears welled up behind bruise-colored
lids. She struggled out of the light jacket he had given
her and threw it onto the floor, then pulled her white haltertop
over her slender neck and head. She ripped at her skirt
until it gave and fell around her ankles, and she stood
trembling in front of him in lace bra and panties, her chest
flushing red.
"Go
ahead." She stared at him, her eyes wild. "Rape
me if that's what you want. Come on, you son of a bitch.
Get it over with, why don't you?"
"I'm
not going to touch you."
"Can't
get it up? Always trying to push women around when there's
nothing between your legs? I know you. I know who you are."
"Shut
up."
"Fuck
you! Coward!"
The
last shriek of words hung in the air and drifted away to
silence. He remained still on the bed, watching her face,
wondering if anyone had heard. A vein in her throat jumped.
She was so thin, he thought, but beautiful. A strange thing
to be thinking now but he couldn't help it. This was the
first time since he had taken her that she had put up a
fight, and it was about time.
"Come
here," he said, and added, "please." He patted
the mattress beside him and waited.
She
shook her head. But then she sat. He reached into his coat
pocket and withdrew the handcuffs, and she sighed as he
touched her arm, letting out a single, choked sob. He closed
one of the cuffs on the cross bar at the head of the bed
and the other on her wrist. Then he stood up from the mattress
and gathered her things from the floor. "Cover yourself,"
he said.
Then
he went into the bathroom and closed the door, leaning his
head against the slippery wood. The woman was quiet in the
other room. Was he crazy, taking her like this? The thought
had crept into his head lately; he had begun to think of
it as a real possibility. Slowly, he undressed and climbed
under the scalding spray, letting his head hang down, letting
the needles of water wash away the dirt from his skin. Wash
away the guilt.
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* * * *
Twenty
minutes later he left the bathroom and found the woman asleep
on the mattress. She had not dressed. He stood looking down
at her a moment, watching her sleep. Needle marks and bruises
dotted her arm. Tears streaked her face.
Maybe
he was crazy, after all. The thought did not afford him
any comfort, nor did it change things much. It did not stop
the images that kept churning through his head, did not
stop the voices. Real or not, they were there, clamoring
to be heard. They wouldn't stop until he had done what they
asked him to do.
He
turned out the light and quietly climbed in between the
sheets on the other bed. Lying in the blackness, listening
to the sound of the cars on the road, he realized he only
knew her first name. Angel. Surely that wasn't her real
name. Nothing but a stage name, like the dancers in Las
Vegas used to keep the crazies out of their backyards. She
knew where they were going and something of what they had
to do, even if she wouldn't admit it. But that didn't make
it any easier.
"I'm
sorry, Angel," he whispered softly, but her breathing
did not change, and he was sure she hadn't heard. He closed
his eyes in the darkness, and prayed the dreams would not
come again tonight.
PART
ONE: PAST HAUNTS
If a man die, shall he live again?
All the days of my service I would wait,
Till my release should come.
-Job 14:14
August
20th, 1726.
My
dearest Henrietta:
We
have arrived at last, and I, exhausted from such a long
and arduous journey over land and sea, nevertheless have
set my pen upon the page with good speed. It is as fine
a time as any to write, though Edward insists that I keep
it short and attend my health; I have acquired a hacking
cough, doubtless from the hold of that damned vessel and
the sickness that festered like sores upon our lips. I would
tell you in detail of the yellow drinking water and rotten
meat, of the heat, bodies pressed all together, and the
lice and rats that ran thick as cattle through the bowels
of the ship; of the scurvy, typhus, and dysentery that ran
rampant throughout our long journey; of the deaths of more
than forty men, women, and children. But I do not have the
strength for more than that now, and so let me say that
it is a wonder I am still alive, and leave it at that, other
than to insist you are not to worry about me. That silly
charm Mr. Gatling was good enough to supply has been watching
over me, I suppose-you must thank him for me again, Hennie.
It has been nestled against my flesh for all these many
days, and the weight of it around my neck gives me comfort.
I have yet to let it leave my sight.
As
for the journey over land, that was considerably more pleasant.
Upon leaving the colony (a lively and open place, and one
that will doubtless succeed), we passed along a rutted country
road, moving steadily inland and to the North across wild
country, guided by a friendly Indian. Many of them are friendly
now; there is considerably less warfare than we had heard
tell in the Motherland, although there are still groups
that attack and burn villages to the ground, and murder
and rape the women and children, the savages. The Indians
have their own odd beliefs, as I am already learning, though
quite a large number of them are being converted by the
Church of Christ even as I write this. The Bible has long
since been translated into their native tongue by that good
Christian, Mr. Eliot, and there are native churches, though
they are as yet few and far between, and are of course run
by Christian white men.
I
have the most curious story to tell you about the Indians,
for something happened yesterday, just before our arrival
at the site of what will be my future home (and yours, if
things progress, God willing!), and I am interested to know
your interpretation of it. The road we had been following
had dwindled to a mere path cut through the wood, and we
had lately progressed over a stretch of very rough land,
hilly, with dense growth on all sides. For several miles
we had been within earshot of the most wonderful deep-throated
roar-surely the falls of which we have been told! I had
been looking forward to my first glimpse of them, and the
river itself, when our Indian guide abruptly stopped short
and refused to go one step further along the narrow track.
When asked why, he would not give a satisfactory answer-only
that this was a "bad place" full of "evil
spirits." He insisted that we need only follow the
track upriver until we found a shallow area in which to
cross over, after which the temporary dwellings built by
the advance party would be found on the opposite bank.
We
argued with him, but to no avail, and finally the three
of us-Edward, Jonathan, and myself-set out along the last
leg of our journey alone. The sun was still high in the
sky, and the many insects and birds moving among the trees,
along with the pleasant sound of the river, kept us from
taking what the Indian said to heart-but I must say, Hennie,
I kept one hand on the charm around my neck and the other
on the knife at my side, wondering what to expect.
When
we finally rounded the corner and set eyes on the place
for the first time, I was reminded of why I made such a
long and difficult journey. It is as pleasant as we have
been told, the river winding through the trees before dropping
abruptly over the raging falls, the land beyond flat and
full of sturdy oak and pine, before the ground rises again
into more mountainous territory. I have since done a bit
of exploring; the only unpleasant aspect is an area of marshland
several kilometers below the falls, which is filled with
dead trees and weeds and the most abominable stench of rotting
vegetation. It is this spot which I presume the Indian had
been referring to as a "bad place," and on that
point I am inclined to agree with him. But the bog is a
good distance away from the settlement, and is of no real
concern.
Finally,
last night I did not sleep well, having the most unsettling
series of dreams, for which I blame both the long journey
and the incident with our Indian guide. During that period
between consciousness and sleep I was filled with the strangest
sense of anguish, as if I had left something behind, or
had forgotten something that I must remember, and the night
seemed filled with the most peculiar sounds, as if the very
earth were trying to vomit up a sickness it had held for
too long. When I awoke I was clutching the charm in my fist,
and the engravings on its face left an impression on my
palm that is still there this very moment.
But
I worry you needlessly with these silly stories. The important
thing remains that I have arrived in fairly good health,
that the land is beautiful regardless of any local superstition,
and that we will have a town here. Of that I have no doubt.
In any case, I have run on for too long, and must attend
to other things. I hope this letter finds you well (I do
not know when or even if you will receive it, the mail service
being what it is here), and be assured that I will write
you again in the near future.
Regards,
Frederick
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