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The
following excerpt is from Scary Rednecks and Other Inbred
Horrors by Weston Ochse and Davis Whitman available for
pre-order from Delirium
Books until Feb 2006
Sweet
Little Piggy
By Weston Ochse
"Stick
men, stick men, my little stick men," came the lispy
singing from the shadowy corner of the living room.
"She
ain't violent, is she?" asked the small woman, pointing
toward the figure hunched on the carpet.
"No,
my dear. Sweet Little Piggy is as placid and nice as a cool
spring day," the old black woman said looking fondly
on her granddaughter.
"I
don't know..." said the woman, waffling like they all
did the first time.
"Come
over here and meet the nice lady, Sweet Little Piggy."
The
hunched figure stopped its soft singing and froze.
"Grandma
says come here," she repeated sternly.
Sweet
Little Piggy clambered up and shambled over in a side-to-side
sway. She wore a floor-length smock. Once pink, it was now
covered with paint smears and pastel marks, proof of her
crayon artistry. Her hands and head were the only pieces
of skin visible, pure whiteness against the mosaic of childish
color. In her arms, she held a large wicker basket of broken
crayons, gripped lovingly, like a trophy. The young woman
drew back, a hand to her mouth as she saw the figure's face.
Paper-white skin was the canvas for a pug nose, two tiny
triangular eyes containing tinier red orbs and a poorly
corrected clef lip. Tight red curls topped her head like
a cherry on a whipped cream desert. The woman stepped back
involuntarily, causing Sweet Little Piggy to snort several
times.
"Now,
now. Don't tease the nice lady. Say hello, my dear. This
is Miss Rosie and her daughter, Jenny Mae."
Close
now, the woman could see the child stood nearly five feet
tall and weighed almost 200 pounds.
Sweet
Little Piggy stood smiling back at the woman, a look of
childish pleasure on the deformed face. Rosie inhaled sharply
as Piggy snorted again.
"There
you go. Now, go on back and play some more," said Grandma
Fletcher, apparently satisfied at the greeting. To the woman,
"My granddaughter is an albino, so she doesn't get
out in the sun very much. In fact, if it wasn't for me watchin'
these children, she wouldn't have anyone to play with. She
may look older, but my Sweet Little Piggy is about as smart
as your sweet little daughter. Poor Piggy was shaken too
much as a baby."
"But
she's so big," said the woman, startling herself.
"Listen,
honey," said the old woman changing the subject. "The
Women's Center sent you to me. They wouldn't have done that
if there'd been any real trouble at my place. Your daughter
is gonna do fine here. Granted, this isn't one of those
franchise places with fresh paint and them learnin'
toys, but there's a lot of love in these walls. Put
your trust in Grandma Fletcher."
The
old woman's sad eyes embraced the younger in a clutch of
warmth as Rosie once again studied the tenement's main room.
Faded yellow velvet wallpaper hung in tatters high above
the level of inquisitive hands. Below, the wall had been
stripped and scrubbed clean, revealing a smooth off-white
surface. The furniture was old and worn with decades of
use, but appeared sturdy enough for even Grandma Fletcher's
large frame. An oval carpet covered the greater part of
the wooden floor. Once many colors, the fabric was now a
washed-out gray. A pale yellow light came from the far corner,
making shadows jump around the edges of its weak nimbus.
The overhead light was dark, as were the windows, spray-painted
black and draped with dark blue curtains. The only other
light was a small table lamp with long maroon tassels dangling
from a small brown shade sitting by the end of the couch.
Two
other children, a black boy and a white girl, both near
her daughter's age, sat semi-transfixed in front of a flickering
console television that had seen its best days when disco
was new. The children were quiet now, a far cry from their
original clamor at Jenny Mae's appearance, but Grandma Fletcher
had warned them away, giving her daughter a bit of space
to adjust. In the corner, the object of Rosie's earlier
concern, sat Sweet Little Piggy, adult sized, but child-like
in her sing-song patter as she played with the large basket
of broken crayons and stared longingly at the blank wall.
Her legs moved frenetically beneath the smock to a private
rhythm.
"And
you're real sure everything is gonna be alright?" Rosie
could barely control the trembling in her voice.
Tears
had already moistened her eyes and threatened to burst upon
darkly bruised cheeks.
"There,
there. Listen to Grandma Fletcher," said the old woman
resting a heavy arm around the young lady's shoulders. "I
deal with many women from the Center. You ladies have had
enough trouble and my job is to make the getting' back to
livin' a little easier. You go find yourself a job and before
no time, you'll be back on your feet and in charge of yourself.
All this stuff that's been happenin'...well, it'll soon
be just a bad memory."
"I
don't know as to when I'm gonna be able to pay you."
The entreating look from the woman's eyes begged not to
be hit.
Grandma
Fletcher's face softened. "You let me worry about that.
Pay me what you can, when you can. The Lord will provide."
Within
a minute, young Jenny Mae had been introduced to the two
by the TV and joined them watching the adventures of a puppet
and a train. Before the Rosie retreated, she left a knapsack
containing a red blanket, a small battered box of crayons,
some coloring books and a soiled white, stuffed kitten with
a lonely glass blue eye.
xxx
Sweet
Little Piggy glanced over to the couch where her grandma
snored softly. The other children were likewise asleep,
each curled around their own stuffed creature. All the lamps
were off except the one in the far corner, making the room
a comfortable gloom for her tiny, pinched eyes. On the coffee
table were three plates, each had pieces of crust and smears
of dark brown peanut butter left over from lunch. Sweet
Little Piggy stared longingly for a moment, but remembrances
of Grandma's complaints about eating too much directed her
attention away.
Carrying
her basket, she waddled over to the new girl who was sleeping
fitfully with small jerks and tight hugs of her one-eyed
cat. Sweet Little Piggy squatted and sat the basket down
at her side. Her hand reached out, long slender fingers
of an artist, and touched the forehead of the sleeping girl.
She hummed to herself as images of violence and pain and
sex strobed through her mind, each image vivid and real.
Grandma
told her it was like TV, but Piggy couldn't watch real TV
anymore. Grandma said it was the flickering that made Piggy
fall down and do the trembles. But that was okay, because
Sweet Little Piggy liked the new kids. They gave her a private
TV that only she could watch-even if it was mostly the bad
stuff.
She
continued humming, greedily accepted the evil flashes from
the sleeping child, cataloging them in her mind. Finally,
Sweet Little Piggy stood and carried the basket of broken
crayons back to the wall. She looked critically at the wallpaper-free
surface, studying it like an artist would a canvas. She
sunk her hand deep into the basket, came out with a broken
red crayon and began to draw. As her hands moved hurriedly
across the broad surface, exchanging colors at a frenzied
pace, she began to sing, "Stick men, stick men, my
little stick men."
xxx
A
muffled sound brought Grandma Fletcher from her nap. She
glared irritably at her Sweet Little Piggy, thinking it
was she who had made the noise, but found her granddaughter
sleeping in her corner, an arm curled lovingly around the
basket. She sighed and felt her eyes drawn to the wall,
and by the multicolored markings and broad swatches of pastel
hues, she could tell her granddaughter had been drawing
on the walls again.
She
couldn't make out the blurry details and silently cursed
her eyes, knowing blindness would come too soon. She reminded
herself to get some more pine-oil at the store, tomorrow,
and lay back hoping to return to her dreams of young men
and better times.
The
sound came again, this time more insistent. It was knocking
from the front door. Grandma Fletcher levered herself up
to a sitting position and took inventory of her flock. Her
three wards were deep in sleepy land, but Jenny Mae was
beginning to stir. The old woman's eyes embraced the figure
lovingly. With new ones, she found herself both sad and
happy. It was a shame that they had to travel through Hell
to get to Grandma Fletcher, but once here, it was God and
her that would make everything right again.
"Alright.
Alright. I'm coming," she mumbled towards the intrusive
knocking.
Grandma
Fletcher, with several grunts and a long groan, brought
her large frame up and into a standing position. She smoothed
the rumpled front of her pale blue housecoat and stepped
into her furry slippers, her bulbous knees cracking with
age. She shuffled over to the door, a hand on her lower
back in an effort to entreat a lifetime of pain away.
"I'm
here, just a minute." She glanced through the peephole
and then began to disengage the three shiny deadbolts and
the heavy chain that secured the stout oaken door. "Back
already, dear?" She asked when she saw Rosie."
"Yes,
ma'am," said the woman trying to hide an embarrassed
grin.
"I
thought...I thought somethin' may have happened. No one
answered, you know?"
"Happened?
What could possibly happen with Grandma Fletcher around?
I told you not to worry. We were just nappin' is all. Now
tell me, did you find anythin'?"
The
woman's face brightened into a beautiful smile that did
much to camouflage the bruises. "Yes I did! The hotel
the Center sent me too had an opening in their laundry room.
They asked me if I had any experience. Ha. All I ever did
was wash and iron Dicky's clothes. What's with doing a bunch
of strangers' clothes too?" A sparkle danced in her
eyes as she finished.
Grandma
Fletcher stood back, arms crossed atop huge pillow-sized
bosoms, beaming a dentured smile. She enjoyed watching the
transformations in her mothers when the women discovered
self-esteem again. The simple knowledge that they had skills
was, enough sometimes, to get them back on track. The poor
woman was so happy, she didn't even realize she had invoked
her husband's name.
"Why
that's absolutely wonderful, honey," she was going
to continue, but paradoxical tears had begun to well up
in the woman's eyes. Grandma Fletcher's face softened and
she reached out and drew the woman to her. Rosie struggled
slightly, but was no match for the older woman's maternal
strength. "There, there, what else could possibly be
the matter?"
Rosie
greedily returned the hug. It had probably been years since
she had received one with no expectations, but the small
joy was short-lived. Rosie struggled for a moment, then
succeeded in pushing herself away as Grandma Fletcher released
her. Her face became serious.
"They
wouldn't give me any advance. I ain't gonna be able to afford
any child-care for two weeks, then maybe me and Jenny Mae
can find someone." Her eyes had moved to the floor
and she chewed her lip, leaving the unasked plea between
them.
"Ahhh,
but that's no problem. I'll take care of her for a little
while longer. I do it all the time."
It
was important for her to make the offer, otherwise all the
good of a new job would be swept away. She had expected
it, anyway. Nobody would ever give a woman like Rosie an
advance. Backwoods. Bruised. They probably thought the woman
had done something to deserve the abuse.
Rosie
glanced up and began wiping away her tears with the backs
of her hands. "God Bless You, Grandma Fletcher."
"He
already has, my dear. He already has."
With
bolstered confidence, Rosie swept into the room, her blue-flowered
skirt catching air. She swung her handbag as if it was lighter
somehow.
Grandma
Fletcher leaned out into the hall and checked both ways.
She thought she saw someone down at the far end, but it
was just another dark blur with her old vision. She was
on the fifth floor and the security system had stopped working
twenty years ago making the place a refuge for junkies so
she shut the door hurriedly and with stiff old hands slid
the locks into place.
As
she turned around to hear more about the woman's new job,
she heard the first of Rosie's ear-shattering screams. Grandma
Fletcher pressed her back against the door and brought a
hand up to her mouth as Rosie let loose scream after scream.
The young mother had fallen to her knees facing the wall,
both hands to her head, fingers pushing and pulling at her
tumble of thick black hair.
The
children in front of the television awoke with a start.
Two of them sat hugging each other, tears and sobs beginning
to rack their bodies as they relived a Mommy in pain, again.
Jenny Mae stood transfixed, her thumb firmly planted between
tight lips. Her eyes stared blankly towards the wall as
rivulets of urine darkened the front of her pink pants and
made a path down the inside of her legs.
Sweet
Little Piggy struggled to her feet and waddled over to the
terrified woman. She began patting Rosie on the shoulder,
a kind smile, repeating, "It's okay. It's okay,"
an eerie metronomic undertone to the high-pitched shrieks.
Grandma
Fletcher followed Rosie's eyes and saw the blurry markings
on the wall she'd dismissed earlier. She stumbled forward
grudgingly, the images coming into focus with each painful
step until finally they were seen in all their demented
clarity. A montage of apparently inter-linked vignettes
assaulted her from the child-like drawings of her granddaughter,
each scene framed by zigzag multicolored ovals. Two stick-like
figures starred in each.
One
scarlet, large and looming.
The
other pink, small and fragile.
In
one, the larger held the smaller by its hair, legs far above
the ground. Even though it was only a stick figure, Grandma
Fletcher could make out the struggling pain experienced
by the smaller pink figure with the impossible angles of
the stick arms and stick legs.
In
another, the scarlet figure stood hands empirically on hips.
A dark colored three-dimensional square contained the pink
one with knees drawn up. The head was lowered pitifully
as the body, even in its cramped position, was too big for
the confines.
In
another, the pink figure was prone, while the larger figure
kneeled above holding what must have been a cigar, the orange
tip hovering menacingly above the smaller stick figure.
Thin tendrils of smoky gray color curled from the tip of
the cigar and the dozen orange colored spots on the pink
figure's flattened back.
In
yet another, the larger figure struck the smaller with a
long supple-looking red strap, as the pink figure kneeled
on all fours, head down, back pinstriped with thin red bands.
To Grandma Fletcher, it was as if she could see the stick
figure's shoulders shake with the pain and desperation of
the moment.
In
the last, and the one that fixated Rosie's entire attention,
the small stick figure's head was buried deep in the broad
crotch of the large scarlet figure whose arms were outstretched,
head lolling back on a thin neck.
With
a final agonizing peel, Rosie collapsed to the carpet, the
vestiges of her scream tapering into nothing. Sweet Little
Piggy stopped her patting and looked at her Grandma.
"Amama,
lady sleep," came the lispy voice, confusion and concern
both coloring her tone.
Grandma
Fletcher shook herself out of her momentary shock and went
into motion, a look of loving irritation towards her granddaughter.
This had happened before. She didn't know why she hadn't
been ready for it. She just prayed that the damage could
still be repaired.
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